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| 1 Peter 5:7 - Smiling because He cares for you and me!! |
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| Penny and I about to work out lol |
Today was an astonishingly busy at the clinic. I'm always up on my feet, thankfully (also less chance of tight hamstrings!), no matter how busy or slow, but today was just filled with extra running around, setting things up, explaining exercises (the list goes on)... On top of all that I've been feeling overwhelmed with filling out paperwork for grants, writing out proposals, preparing reluctantly yet excitedly for the infamous second year that's awaiting me.
All morning in the back of my head I had been constantly thinking about what lies in my future (God, you have this taken care of, I know). I want to be a good physical therapist. I've seen so many different types of therapists ranging from lazy ones to incredibly caring ones who do their job like no other. And I want to be the latter. People often ask me why I chose physical therapy. Is it because of my mom?
...Not really, although it did help me decide somewhat...
There was a time when I had wanted to become a doctor. But as time went on I realized that it just wasn't me. I think I can be a great doctor, if I had the passion for it. But personally, it's immensely gratifying when you really get to know and learn about your patient, and I'm not talking about just knowing their body or their pathology. I want to learn who they are. Health care is often just narrowly looked at as just bodily health. What about a person's well being? Establish relationships with that patient and really looking after them to let them know that you're not there to just help them walk better of move their shoulder a different way - you're there to get them living life to it's fullest! I know you're probably thinking "well, doctors do that too". And yes, doctors do miracles! But in a sense rehab is more rewarding for me. If you've ever been in a rehab setting, it's easier to understand this concept, I assume.
Physical therapy done right not only focuses on regaining function, but it also focuses on getting back into what you've been doing before... or in some cases that I've seen, gaining an ability they've never had. A while back I had been volunteering for a tee ball and football program for children with special needs. One of the kids had a debilitating disease that hindered that child from walking without use of an assistive device. With the help of a physical therapist and occupational therapist, this particular child was able to gain walking function with any assistive device in less than 8 weeks! It was a God sent miracle, but with TLC (tender loving care) and using all the knowledge needed to do the job right, the walking was a success.
You know when they say that every one has a special talent? I absolutely believe in that. While others may seem more blessed, everyone's uniqueness entitles them with their own special gift. I believe God made us this way. Sometimes discovering your calling and your gift can be hard, but it's there...
I guess this is the way God made me. I have this motherly instinct. I love to talk to people, I like to share ideas. I like to help people, and I want to really get to know them. I want the absolute best for my future patients.
Earlier a patient said to me that "you can't be a master at anything without committing your time to it". And boy oh boy was he right!! I mean it was kind of one of those things that you knew already, but it was perfectly timed at a moment when I was worrying about my future. God really has a way of talking to you through others!
Ha - so moral of the story? I learned today to really soak everything in. My job is a blessing, every day is a blessing, every moment, every second through the good, the bad, the ugly. I am glad I'm here on this earth serving Him through my career and my passions. I found my calling and I will do what I can to reach my fullest potential, I will give my 100%. I'm excited to continue on with this journey... :)
Haha wow this should have been my personal statement for pt school or something, it's definitely like an essay. But honestly this is how I feel! A glimpse of my heart...
Have a good one!!
Jacquis
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